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I have been experiencing a lot of conflicts right now. My mind, my heart, my soul. These past few weeks I feel lost. I have not been visiting the church, I have been doing ungodly stuff. I am preoccupied by the things around me. I may not be showing it to my friends and other people but I am fighting a battle. I have been in the ups and down moods these past days, and I feel uncomfortable of the situation I am into right now. I don't know myself anymore. I have lost the old me and I am trying to find a new me? Will it be the worst me or the best me? Do I really have to choose to a lot of choices and pick the best choice or I just have to go with the flow of life? I know it sounds silly that I am still having these dark days of my life at the age of 21, but does it require an age bracket? But seriously, I am happy with my life now. I just don't know why I still have these dark days. I  know it's not permanent but it keeps on recurring. I mean, I have been through this when
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New Year! New Life! New Me! I am so tired of that line, but I still say it though, every start of the year. Ha! What would it be this year? I really don't know how to start this year. New Year's Resolution? Nah. I'm sick o' that. My New Year's Resolution is not to have a New Year's Resolution at ALL. Plain Boring! I just got home from a New Year's party with my forever friends. I have had a great time celebrating the New Year with them, ha! Right after My Fam's party. We ATE a LOT! Really. and DRANK.; have had Wine. Tequila. Vodka. Alcomix! Whatevs. 'Twas really Good. I hate it that I puffed a Scag! A few puffs and I am not officially a smoker (and NEVER will be.. I guess.) also had few Puffs last Christmas. Haha. I am running out of words to say, to write rather. But what I am not running out of are WISDOM. COURAGE. FAITH. HOPE. May those be my SWORD to this Year's BATTLE. I claim it! 2013 will be a GREAT year.
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Adios Dos Mil Dose.

Adios Dos Mil Dose. Last Year was a whack! Totally! Eff Ssshhh. 2012 was a year of ups and downs. Emphasize on the down part. I never imagined that 2012 would be that rude to me, or is it just me? Haha. But I still thank the year 2012 for teaching me a LOT of things. I lived my entire 2012 with FEAR. ANXIETY. CONFUSION. But I NEVER gave up. I fought a DEFEATING battle. But I know I still WON. I was TEMPTED. But I PRAYED. I was HURT. But I still LOVE. I became RUDE. But I tried to be NICE. I started a STORY. But I haven't FINISHED it yet. I never know how to end this entry, that's why I'll end it this way. Goodbye!
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'fraid not i'm a

"i can see dead people" scary line that is, hmmm i have heard that from a  movie. I just can't remember what movie that was but I am pretty sure that it's some kind of a scary movie. Speaking of scary, just had our Halloween party last October 2012, but the scary part isn't that yet. Anyway, there's nothing scary about my entry today. What is it like to die? They say that the consequences of death are: you will forget everything even your name; and if you die, which way will you go? the stairway to have or to the way to the fire of hell? Someone's scared now... :) No one really knows how is it like to die. Others claim that they already faced Grim Reaper and they conquered it, him, her, whatever... that's why they're still alive. Others say that they have had cheated death. But I believe that, once you're dead, there's no escape to it. You can't do anything about it. But the good thing about it is, you're already with your c
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YOLO

Sick and tired of your life? Don't be.. ....Like even if it's vapid ....Like I care.. FREEDOM is not absolute, yeah right. Hell, we know that. Despite the fact that FREEDOM is not absolute, You have the POWER to do whatever you want. But put in mind that POWER comes with RESPONSIBILITY. You are RESPONSIBLE of whatever things you do. I wonder why some of us are scared to try something different, something very open, something out of not an ordinary box, something HOT, something NAUGHTY, something not usual. Whatever!!!! Huh! YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE Y.O.L.O. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE . So, make the best out of it. Live Life to the FULLEST. Kiss whoever you want. Love anyone. Go wherever you want to. Dance like there's no one watching. Sing like a rock star. Eat like a king. Write like an author. Rock a Mohawk. Do WHATEVER YOU WANT! But, be sure to HURT no ONE and always keep in Mind that you are doing that for YOURSELF and you just wanna live LIFE the way you wanted.
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Six is Relevant

The "Chill"-est thing in LIFE is meeting a lot of people. You cannot tell who among them could be your friend or your foe, but if you open your heart, your mind, or yourself per se, then you may see a clearer view of what's ahead. A moon ago, I met a group of people and Now, I can clearly see that what's ahead of us is a FRIENDSHIP; A friendship worth TREASURING. To: 2nd Year ECE. :))
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Ay di Kei

Ano na bang nangayari? Nasaan na ang barkadahang ating inalagaan dati? Masakit isipin na tila tayo'y buwag. Lalo na kung niloloko natin ang ating mga sarili na kuno'y bulag. Aminin nating lahat tayo'y nagkasakitan, Pero sana naman lahat tayo'y magkaintindihan. Nagbibingi-bingihan sa daing ng isa't-isa. Galit at poot iwaksi na sana. Ang lahat ng nangyari noon ay naiwan na sa nakaraan, Tayo'y magsimula muli kasabay ng pagmamahalan. Naiinis ako at dumating sa ganitong punto, Tama na ang iringan kasi masakit na sa ulo. Nakakaasar lang at nakabuo ako ng ganitong tula, naiingit lang talaga ako sa mga barkadahan na hanggang ngayon matatag pa rin. Nakakairita, nakakabanas, nakakapagod na. Pilit mong ibinabalik yung dati, pero ikaw mismo nahihirapan na din. Susuko na din. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ngayon pa nangyari yung ganito. Hindi ko alam ang dahilan. Tae! Nakakabadtrip lang. O sadyang hindi lang talaga ako makasakay sa trip nila.
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